"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."
— Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

OH MY GOD, THANK YOU JESUS I FOUND A ROOM MATE GAAAAHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY I COULD SHART!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey all,

I'm bartending tonight at Thunder Jackson's, in the West Village. This is a "test shift", so they can see if I'm a right fit.
I would love it if my friends could stop by sometime between 7pm and 10pm, to show the bar owners that I have a following.

It's a rough patch of life for me right now, and I really need this job, so if anyone can come out and support me, I promise you a good time!

Thunder Jackson's is at 169 Bleecker St, corner of Sullivan. I think the 6 train to Bleecker is your best bet, but FVBD or ACE trains to West 4th work too.

Thanks ahead of time!

xo
PK

My stress level is through the fucking roof! I used to get anxious a few times a week - now, it's like a fucking personality trait.
You know when everything happens all at once? Well... it did.

I lost my job over some inflammatory comments made about my honesty and work ethic. You know, as in someone lied to get me fired, for reasons I will NEVER understand. My roomate moved out, which initially, was very exciting to me. But now, I'm fucking going NUTS because I'm having trouble renting out the room, which is HUGE, in a fucking fabulous space, with a view of the NYC skyline, pool and balcony, laundry and doorman for a measly $1000 in goddamn WILLIAMSBURG, which is where eeeeverybody wants to live these days. So now, if I don't get a roomate by June 1st, my old roomate is just gonna pick someone at random to live here, and I don't want that.

Thankfully, I have a new job already. Well, THREE new jobs, really, but I'm only taking 2 of them. At Thunder Jackson's on Bleecker, and at Blue Ruin, which is a new rock n roll dive in midtown (come see meeeee!). Problem is, I'm still like, $800 short on rent, and I haven't had a paying shift yet (I train tomorrow). I don't know what the fuck to do.

Help. Thx.

On a good note, I've been working a lot with fire.
Check out these pics from last saturday!



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I feel...: stressed
On Winamp:: Crime & The City Solution - The Wailing Wall

Darenzia is awesome. Haha.

Dresses by Veritee Hill.

Rawk. I love it.



(as of today, 3lbs away from goal. HA!)

On Winamp:: metallica - don't tread on me

AH DUDE, FUCKING FINALLY!

Been trying to lose half of my post-sickness weight gain (half, because if I lost the full 30lbs I'd look like a junkie again) for 9 GODDAMN MONTHS, and I'm finally only 5lbs away.

Personally...



I'm pretty happy with this. :)

On Winamp:: Prodigy - Smack my bitch up

Can we just talk about this for a second?



He is IMMACULATE. This man is like... flawless.

Ahhhh, what a way to start the day... *swoon*

Unedited photo by Marcos Rivera, hair/make-up by Emily Claire

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It's my husband's birthday!!!! I LOVE YOU RESCALLA!!!!


On our honeymoon (in case you don't know, he's the one in the hat. yum!)